*pokes head round door*
Well,, I've not been around much (vocally) but I don't want to lose the link to the friends I've made here, so I thought I better explain myself in the hope of being able to get out of the lurking funk I've got myself into. To put it bluntly, things did not go well between attending DragonCon in 2008 until about this time last year. Started with a huge bill when the car went into for a service, only for it to fail MOT a month later. So, get a new car (borrow money) so I can get to work. A couple of moths later, work dries up at the studio, and so does pay, and begins a six month stretch of unemployment. Can't claim benefits, and stupidly I try to struggle through without involving family or Sarah. Eventually, a project comes in to the studio (game based on a TV show), so I think things are turning around. Not so. The publisher stiffs us after Christmas, and in January '10 the studio folds. Back on the jobseekers, but being open with Sarah about the situation and borrowing from parents (which isn't what you expect to do in your mid thirties).
Anyway, finally got myself a new job in July '10 (iphone game development). Pay is a little less, but at least it's constant. Problem is the studio is 90 miles from home. Sarah doesn't drive, and I'm not making us up sticks when she has the job that has kept us going. So I drive. A lot... Means a fair percentage of my wage goes on petrol, and every spare penny goes to digging myself out of the pit of debt I've got myself into. I now live for the weekends, when it's a chance to recharge and recuperate (and not drive). That said, weekends now are very much taken by wedding plans, as Sarah and I tie the knot next year. As much as I love all you guys, I love Sarah more, so wedding trumps everything

I admit, it does get me down missing drops, but I know this situation will pass. Things are slowly improving. I will be back on the ready line as soon as I can.
Jon & Sarah
TL;DR - I'm an ass, miss you all, promise to post more, back to drops asap